You were sad, and there wre tears on your soul.
How I wanted to hold you again, in reassurance.
I wanted to tell you again, how there would only be completion.
I wanted to give you advice, but advice from me is messy.
You were hurting, and I was feeling it through my veins.
I reached out to touch you, but your words were so harsh.
And then I did something that pushed you away.
I didnt want you to, then you couldnt sleep.
I am angry with myself for having a moment on discompassion.
I was scared of getting hurt.
I apologize for all I did.
I wish for all goodness today to come to you.
You bring me joy, I worry I dont do the same.
Then I drop tears.
But you are the brightest star in my life.
The purplest of sunsets.
The cool grey aura of the rain.
Today, the sun is behind the clouds.
I wish it to stay there.
Because it only needs to come out sometimes.