I shouldn’t have to cry over you,
If all I do is love you.
And I cry all the time,
Even when you love me.
The tiny things that kill me,
Like the steps towards destruction;
It seems I’m never in control,
When the pinprick army comes.
You’d be surprised at how they act,
One thousand jabs in one spot.
As they stride across a sun-kissed beach,
Seeing mirages in the sand.
I forget myself while I watch the world,
And the pinprick army comes to kill.
Your awareness is lost, stuck in ice,
Blinded to my footsteps out the door.
I shouldn’t have to cry for you,
When other eyes are watching.
I am not the squadrons dream come true,
But my legs are held from walking.
I think my tears will drown them,
But really I lose my strength.
Why can’t I leave this life in bits?
Just like the pinprick army.