The damned one

I stare as she tells me of the boy she's with, my heart belonging to hers like the day she took my ring onto her finger
she tells me of his lips on hers and how she still loves me, i quietly offer to her my hand again
she shakes her head, frowning at me while her eyes tear up, "I can't hurt him too...I know you're hurting, but I'm tired of hurting people.."
I walked away, to my home with talks of what to do with my sister's operation go wrong, my eyes set on the floor as I walk past
My father sits in his room, his eyes set on the weapon in front of him, proclaiming he will never bury his children before him.
I get to my room and lean against the door, pushing back any tears, not letting myself crash
I laugh as I think to my "girl"'s boy, hate bubbling in me at his happiness
Hate towards the boy who took my life partner.
Hate towards the girl who was my rock rolling to the boy
But hey... As long as they're happy, right..

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is my first..I won't even call it a poem lol, no rhyme scheme, nothing that really sounds poetic. I'll call it me slightly venting. either way, never written something like this before.

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saiom's picture

No one is damned. God is

No one is damned. God is Love and has Infinite Love at All Times For His Children, All Creation.
Your courageous honest words are a way of getting it out...
Keep writing.. for you have a unique mission in the world



 

 

SSmoothie's picture

Don't worry you're born for

Don't worry you're born for this this free poetry it's not about rhyming it's about the unique experice of romanticized or dramatized words. I write un structured poems too I love them as they fall on the page they always need tweaking so don't worry. I think you have a unique set of circumstances and are coping so well. I'd love to see more. Don't be a hostage to what others think. Write for yourself, you're doing great :) other poems on this site will inspire you and teach you different forms enjoy! Thank you for stealing my time.


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

facethetruth2b's picture

I agree with LostInHim , what

I agree with LostInHim , what you have their is feeling , and what I read gave me feeling . It put me in your shoes for a breif moment and I was saddened by this . Venting is good ....


you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......

HisWithNoDoubt's picture

Poems don't hafta rhyme to b

Poems don't hafta rhyme to b good. Poetry is a way to express how u feel. Atleast that's how I see it. I love how this shows how u were hurt even though she didn't want to hurt u. It's really good :)