Sleepless nights a bundle of nerves. Awaiting the next big moment, the huge event looming around the corner. Emotions pull into a whirlwind of uncertainty. Where do I go? What do I do? How do I choose? Guy magnet, kid magnet, gaga-eyed over a guy or teary-eyed over a child. An overwhelming sense of loss. Loss of innocence and virtue. Loss of friends who were once dear. Loss of opportunity. New feelings of gain unwanted or not. Gain new knowledge and new friends. Gain hurtful memories and joyful ones as well. Wind in my hair and water on my skin. Dancing in the rain and being kissed in the rain. Goofing off with close friends and future boyfriends. Laughing at stupid things and enjoying life. Reminiscing about the good. Hurting over the bad. Crying on someone's shoulder. Being held while down. Holding someone else or just being and ear to listen. Eating ice cream, writing stories or poems. Drawing and phone conversations and movies.
This is a very good piece and gives a view of yourself different from 'Self Portrait' which I like. The other thing bad i might say about this is, even though its arranged as prose it reads like verse and would look and read much better arranged that way. That, however, says nothing about the content with is very nice.
this is wonderful, like you took a bite out of your life and spit it onto a page... super cool