Oh, how I wish I could dam up my heart.
Then you couldn't hurt me ever again.
If I could dam up my heart,
Don't you think I would have done it by now?
I pretend it doesn't hurt when you choose them over me.
After all I'm only your daughter.
Why should you worry about me?
I'll get over it.
I always have.
If only I could stop caring
Caring about what you do or say.
But I can't.
Believe me I've tried.
So go on live your life.
LEAVE ME ALONE.
I know you won't, you never will.
But you will never know, I swear.
You'll never know how much it hurts.
To live day by day
Without you.
Never knowing where you are,
Or whether you even care about me at all.
this is your best poem to date... it shows a lot of real emotion...