Awash with disappointment, I try to understand
why it's always me that loses out
when life deals its tough hand.
I sit and think that it must be me
and I know not what to do,
so I place and feel you in my heart
and focus all my love on you.
Your love can heal me, this I know,
for you're a very special man,
so hold me tight and love me well
and let me take your hand.
And please, my darling, be patient,
for I am trying, oh, so hard
to banish the bad feelings
when I'm dealt the disappointment card.
I love you, my dearest, you're so good to me
and I don't know why, you see,
I waste your time and hurt you much
and yet you still love me.
I truly never want to hurt you
for my love for you is great.
Because of you, my spirit soars again,
We were meant to be, my love, tis fate.
~LadyHawke~
{SK}
© October 1999