Is something I ask for, but can not give myself
This is something I wish I could ask for but am too ashamed to speak the words
I have hurt others and never meant to
I have caused pain in their lives but never meant to
Forgiveness has to come from the heart, but i have no heart left to ask
I messed up again
I hurt my bestfreind and I am stupid for doing it again
I wish I could stop it
I wish I coudl tell others that I am happy
But for some damn reason I cant
I do not understand why
I wish I did.
Forgive me.. is something I can not ask
for my heart is made of stone
it is made of a thick wall so as I will no longer hurt the ones I care about
my forgiveness is freely given but not freely asked for.
I am sorry, to have hurt you
I am sorry to have hurt anyone.
Forgivness has to come from within, and I no longer have any thing to share :((