I see blood all around my feet
is it mine, or someone else's
I do not see any bodies laying around just mine,
i can see the scars of blood on my arms, legs and my chest
i must have been very angery to do that to myslef
I can see the lines of blood all over my body
I am naked, to see all of this
They are assesing the damage,
wait how can I see mine? Am i no longer alive
ah, this is what it feel like to be dead amoung the lving
I can see the tears on my lovers face
I can feel the pain he is in now
I can feel the pain my child is living without me.
They say we can bring her back
let us try,
I hear voices but no faces
I feel the pain on my wrist
I feel the pain on my legs where I hve cut them to no end
It is far to extensive i say to myslef to save me this time( or so I hope)
I can see the blood on my hands as I raise them over my head
I am in my body once more, they saved me
But did they save all of me
This I can never tell, for I hvae been here before, I have died like this once before
Wont go into details
for it would scare you even more
I see the tears on his face
"asking why did she do this" We love her so much
But no one knows the "horror" i deal with on a daily basis