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Waking Up To Reality
Every morning you wake up...blank
feeling sorry for yourself
mad at the world you go through life
and nothing seems to stop all the nagging pain in your heart
Numb emotions run through you...so cold
out of control goes your mind and your life
you seek and seek life's luster but somewhere is now gone
your soul is ripping now with all your painful thoughts
You believe that you can't stand another day like this
you hear that voice in you that says now to you to stop all the pain
Her voice is so calm and honey sweet, but her chatter is just driving you more insane
Your head is by now hurting more and more and you're about
to lose it ...to lose it once again
with all your worries, mixed feeling and stress
till you can't stand it anymore and that silenced pain that comes from within
and makes you want to scream and forever shut it all
Very tired of everything you just give in ...again to her
To life's realities you had arrived...accepting and dealing with her
all her loves and all her little...pains
LadyDP2000(Dorian)
copyright@2001
Sounds like manic-depression at it's most desperate hour. At any rate you've done a fine job of expressing emotions here, numb ones and all. Thank you for sharing this poem.