I'am feeling at times so very trapped,
Numb, in the black coffin of my mind.
I see this eyes so very dark,huge spheres
Opening a big hole in my thoughts, drilling
In the middle of my head.
I want to hide but instead,I am crawling in the
Light, and stumble in the dark.
Maybe looking so cool to you, but inside I crumble
In your wake.Bleeding, groaning from inside,
Mute screams that stay always silent, waiting for
A sign of my mind.While I want to run, run so fast
And never stop, just like the wind that never blows.
Trying to find the truth, behind everything, instead
Of mostly lies in every corner, and shades of grey for
White truth.As the days and the nights, blend together
Into one,I want just to run, run so fast and fade into none.
But there's no place for me to hide,no even stones where
I can hide.There is no escape!
I would rather anyway, come out looking scare, instead
Of dying from inside.I can't quit now what I started,
I can't neiher hide any longer.This is me coming out.
I'am fighting all these demons from my mind.I'am coming
Out in the light!
Ladydp2000
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