How can I trust you
When I no longer trust me
Knowing if given the opportunity
From you I would flee
Countless times deceived
By the utterance in the lies you breathe
Into existence
You cheated numerous times
Yet in your mind I owe you commitment
Wondering why I’m so distant
Disgusted by your touch
The same arms that encircle me
Moments before were embraced
Around that slut
At least that’s what she is to me
How can a woman knowingly
Be used for her body
Mentally be free?
Or is that the picture
You painted for me to see
Hanging on to your lies
To put my mind at ease
As my heart internally bleeds
From pain
By me
You never
Had to receive
By being faithful
In the end I came to see
It all amounted
TO NOTHING
Because of you
NO ONE
Should ever
TRUST ME
wow girl.this last line, whew! felt it.
much love