Will I be damned if I tell the world?
That I am not what people think I am
That when they praise me of my strength
I loath myself of hypocrisy and pretense
Will I be damned if I confess?
That I prayed so much more for my gain
Whether I’d hurt anyone, I do not care
As long as I’m happy, I will dare
Will I be damned if I spill it out?
How I’ve become worthy to be scorned
How I destroyed innocent dreams and homes
How selfishness got the best of me
Will I be damned if I still ask these souls?
Forgiveness for the sins I hold
For destroying dreams and forsaking lives
For being mean and forgetting love