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Dear, Her
You don't ever put my feelings first why is that? Its because your selfish and everything in this world revolves around the problems you have caused yourself, some let on but not all, mostly because of the decision you make! But me? I get all the feedback well the negative shit of why YOU YOURSELF are fucking up everything in your life that's legit, because I don't have much either but I thank God for every minuite I get!
I mean I understand that your childhood wasn't no fucking disney movie and anything that I am accustommed too, and I won't lie cus I'm not and I aint, and for that you make me pay!
Remeber the nigga who was there when your life wasn't so high up or atleast to where it is now, you don't consider that shit so high but that's just the negativity that burns the love in your veins, I was there for you when you was ugly as shit and noone even knew your name,
Isn't it ironic how you love to TELL me how much you care but you don't show it,when my hearts barely open and I'm emotionally frozen its my fault I'm that way and why haven't we spoken, everythings about you about you and how you feel, somedays I sit and think if we were ever real?
Were we to you? Because I don't understand it how I gave you the planet and you threw back at me so fast and so hard God couldn't grab it!
But you say you need me? And this whole letter is to you and why did you?
I never said this wasn't what I wanted or you abused me, but I was the only person there for you, why didn't you use me?
You took all these years pushing away for what reason that's unanswered put on the social networks and tell all your friends how its not serious its just laughter, a forbidden love we had, it felt more like a rapture,
I loved you more than life I put my heart on a sleeve and told you I couldn't breathe, I told you exactly what I wanted and what did I need
But still through all of it you left me there to bleed
Because the feelings I gave were not worth it putting down that fucking cold hearted pride that you purchased
from every other motherfucker that broke you into circuits
So you push and you push  
And it may not have been the intentions
But now I think that maybe I was just to different
I hope the words I say went into listenin
Because I will always love you
Its cliche but yet soo true
But one more question I must ask if you don't mind I do
Everybody  wanted to be us, did you want to be us too?
 Sincerely
, Him
-Kris Harbor