With every breath
I feel like life
Has slipped away
Thinkin there's nothin left
So I'm drowning today
In a pool of tears
Too much to see
Blinded by grief
Motionless in misery
Emotion running deep
Wondering just how
This happened to me
Wanting to call her name
Out of pain
Hoping somehow
She might hear me
But that's just a dream
And I can't be that way
Because... it.... would
Still be the same
Livin right now
In my regret
I still can't find
Someone...
Who's good for me yet
Any chances I had
Are now long gone
I feel stranded right here
Hopin I can still go on
Everything's in ashes
I'm tryin to get past it
But I can't know
Or tell right from wrong
Wanting to call her name
Scream out of pain
Hoping somehow
Right now
She might hear me
But that's just a dream
And I can't be that way
Because... it.... would
Still be the same
Tryin to find hope
In an uncaring world
Wanting something
Better than
An empty soul
To believe in love
I'd have to give again
I don't think that I can
When the hurt never ends
Is there ever anything more
Than what I feel now
I had it sometimes
And lost it all out
Of really bad luck
Or somethin I can't control
Not thinkin I will ever live
Outside this big black hole
Wanting to call her name
Out of pain
Hoping somehow
She might hear me
But that's just a dream
And I can't be that way
Because... it.... would
Still be the same
As before she came
Into my life
Empty and dark
No light to look to
No hope to pull through
So I'll just stay right here
And know...
It will always be the same