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Never Could've Had a Damn Thing Go Right
If you think I miss her
You know you're full of shit
If you think I need her
Then there's nothin I can say
That you will ever get
I found someone
Someone I right now can't be with
But even living for hoping
Barely even coping
Miserably moping
At least now I exist
So many nights I spent
So depressing
So incredibly distressing
Questioning and guessing
Everything til I wanted to slit my wrists
Or take so many pills
Drown myself, stab myself, shoot myself
But you know I never will
Myself, I just can't kill
I will always
Find some way to deal
With having no one I can really miss
So take your stupid thoughts
Worth less than shit or piss
Shove em back up your ass
And listen to all of this
She's gone
She's wrong
She's moved on
And I don't miss her kiss
I don't miss her tits
I don't miss that ass
I don't miss those lips
Either set, take your pick
I don't miss her shit...
All the shit she said
Makin me pray
For the day of my death
Killing me slowly
With every single breath
Wishing for some way
That I could keep
From snapping her stupid neck
The perfect time
To not have cigarettes
Giving it up was
My biggest mistake
Because all of her I could not take
Without something to
Make me forget
How much she was really using
My trust, constantly abusing
Battles with her, always losing
From the moment that we met
That bitch can eat a dick
Oh wait, that's what she did
But the dick ain't even mine
The dick she ate was his
So I'm happy she's happy with him
At least she left me again
This time for good
And if she tries to get back in
I don't know
What I might do then
But it would be bloody
Was she fuckin him already, was she?
It went on for so long
I was so stupid
And way too fucking loving
So now I don't feel nothing
Except anger, hate, no sense of trusting
If she thinks all my cussing
I did every time she spoke to me after that
Was something
She should see
What I can be
And how very ugly
My face can be
When I beat her repeatedly
For all of the times she mistreated me
For all of the lies I believed that she
Was not really saying
Every day praying
That she was behaving
Like the woman I wanted
Like what she promised
And not what I thought she wasn't
Not what she knew she shouldn't
I tried to be forgiving
But denying is what I was
Because forgive her, I couldn't
Let it all go, I wouldn't
Bottle it up, I did
All of the bullshit lies, she hid
Hoping I was blind or didn't mind
Thinking everything was out of sight
Constantly altering
Everything she ever told me
Meaning nothing at all
Whenever I'd hold her and she'd hold me
All of her shit got so fucking old, we
Never could've had a damn thing go right
