I keep finding
Myself fearing
That somehow
You won't get near me
That one day I'll be
Clearly
Hurt again
I know I'm being stupid
And I know I already knew it
I was afraid I blew it
But then
I found out you understood it
That you weren't angry
So I thought how could it
Be so amazing
I can't stop it or
Forget how good it
Really is and I shouldn't
Be feeling anything less than
Completely in it
I know I knew I loved you
And I really meant it
But I let foolishness take hold
And absent-minded, I've been it
I know that if you'll still have me
I have to put this all right past me
Learn to love you more gladly
And stop treating you so badly
You don't deserve how mistaken
I've been lately
And my heart is achin
From knowing I've been anything less to you
Than amazing
I doubt myself that I can be amazing
You always tell me I'm amazing
But can I really be amazing
When you're the one that really is amazing
Please just trust that such stupidity is just a phase and
That I will try so hard to give it up
Because there is no time for us to be wasting
And no chances we should be taking
Of letting anything we've built be shaken
The only one that could ever love me right
Is the only one I could miss tonight
And everything I have needed
And someone I have yet mistreated
And couldn't be sorrier
But hope this mess is completed
Something so amazing
Is harder to find
Than any riches, so I'm facing
The dilemma of my other side
Coming out while the good one hides
But I promise I will kill that man
And leave him behind
Because I can't miss out on you, so amazing
Nothing but truly amazing
So very very amazing
That I can't believe you're mine