Thoughts run through my mind
Of non-existence,
If I was never here
Would it make any difference?
Not dead,
Nor never born.
Just never here,
Would this space itself be torn?
Frustrations I have with myself
I cannot resist.
I just hide them in my mind,
And ball up my fist.
These thoughts I suppress
In the back of my mind.
No one knows
The thoughts of this kind.
My mind is in focus,
My blood is running faster,
My eyes grow wide,
As the battle raging inside becomes a disaster.
Suddenly I take control,
Of the breakdown inside of me.
I see these feelings inside
And try to set them free.
Suppressing these thoughts
Would drive a normal man insane,
But you see, Iām not insane
My mind is strengthened by the pain.
I have read ur works....
I have found them to be that in the similar nature as mine were when i was in the dark place...ur word are strong and true....i also feel that u express with great emotion...I hope that my words bring a smile to ur face when you read this..GOOD JOB...THIS IS A GREAT POEM!!!