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Heartbroken in silence
As I lay still, my hearts braking in my chest, dull pain keeps me awake
My love is not mine anymore she lies asleep with another as I lay here my imagination plays out the scene over and over.
I try not to care but every day the fear, shame and hate is still there.
I should be happy for her , I should want the best for her , I loved her more than anybody could but I wasn't what she needed, and now another holds her close.
I miss her voice, and miss her kiss but now I can't bear to look at her because all I can see is them together making memories without me.
Are they laughing at me? Was I so bad? Why doesn't she love me anymore ?
I don't sleep much these days but I just lie here with the pain in my Heart and the dull beating in my chest.
