Death
I have ice in my veins today
Haven’t shed a single tear
Definitely have the blues
I just don’t have any tears
Went to church tonight
I wasn’t as emotional
As I had expected
I have nightmares now
Worse even than before
God was there when
The scars were made
When I begged for mercy
I see the world now
For the nightmare it is
Living in slow motion
My black wedding dress
Trails the floor
And there is no comfort
In loves embrace
Death is near me
I feel him lingering
Scalding my breast
And caressing my thighs
Making love to me
In the ten year night
Waiting for me to
Exchange death for freedom
But I can’t I live in
Slow motion with
Ice flowing through my veins
And freezing my
Disease infested heart