I envy you who can speak of love
As an ephemeral glow that fills the heart
Not an emotion but a certainty from above
Fresh and delightful from the start
I love to be you who knows the pain of loss
The sorrow of departing souls
Dazzling emotions that on the soul do emboss
The paradox of wedding bells mournful doles
For these feelings I have never known
Never felt the splendor of loves first kiss
Always lunged for safety when I was thrown
Heart beating into that lover's bliss
As if afraid to gain a treasure of fools gold
I have never sought such riches
That married couples seem to behold
I am a quilt that lacks its stitches
In a single moment I can fall apart
With no emotions to piece together
No strings tugging at the heart
Oh of course I'll speak of the weather
Of religion and politics, literature, and pros
But don't be fooled by the fool
For my fabric has been constructed of woes
Measured strictly with a hardened rule
In the city I watch the couple's glide
Beneath the haze of soft moon light
Strange to think that I could hide
From love's all powerful sight
And I don't know exactly when
I first discovered that I had stitches too
Every fiber filled with an emotion that had never been
So I credit this change to you
I rejoice that I am finally whole
Passion now tugs heartstrings
Until I feel embroidered to the very soul
Suddenly blessed with patterns of angel wings
An ordinary boy who taught me of heaven
Hearts, flowers, faith and trust
Who continues to push until let in
Has filled my quilt with so many stitches the seams may bust