God, help me this time
I'm really trying to try
I just feel like I'm waiting for nothing
My heart has been pounding all day
Like I've been running away
Someday I'll leave all this behind
I just want to face you
Reflect in your eyes
I start to shake and
My breathing has no meaning
I'm living wrong
Living a lie
No, I don't understand
I'm half alive
God, help me this time
I'm really trying to try