Frightened

A scream wells up in my chest

Tear-stained cheeks burn a pale red

I worry, I assume, I lose my mind

I feel like my whole soul is dead



It's times like that that I frighten myself

"It could all turn out worse.." my mind says

I'm scared of the negative one I've become

Even if it only shows on some days



Just teach me to know better than that

I know It's not true I know you won't hurt me

I love you my baby with all of my heart

Just teach me that there's more to life than what I see

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this at a time where the worse side of me was showing itself more than the good part, but despite all that my boyfriend of the time helped me through. I wanted him to know that I appreciated it, despite how I acted sometimes.

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