It shouldn’t bother me, you’d never be mine
It was never there, you said you wanted me, you told me so
Through your words, you said it would lead to hurt
With that said, it still aches through my chest
To watch in silence as you get closer to anyone else
In all this time, I still pretend that you were closer to me
In reality she will meen more to you, than I
But in all this time, the facade continues to flourish in hope
No words will pass my lips, none, not one
You’ll never know the feelings I hide
For those feelings I’m beginning to despise
They hold me back, churning mischief within my mind
Goodbye today, Goodbye tomorrow
These are thoughts I can no longer swallow
For now I must push them away until they begin to weaken
And to change and fade, I hope they do
Although in the back of my mind, I’ll always know
I just wasn’t enough to bring you back
To be the one to say, your mine ...
Heartbreaking. I know how you feel, I've been in similar situations myself. Hope all is better now.
Roland
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