A Binary Choice

So many things I could say

But I held them all in to this day

Look now, im writing about you again

If only you knew you were my zen

Memories of you come when I listen to songs

I start hopeing I wont miss you for long



I think about you and how you are doing

Wondering if you pain is still brewing

But I beleive you will be ok

And I will see you again someday

I really hope you stay in touch

Because I love you so damn much



If not for you id never be able to write

Id never even begin to fight

But once I heard those words, it was all shutdown

Everything twisted within a feint sound

Your pregnant, and it feels like you died

The part of my heart that was yours faded inside

It seems im a wandering soul, twisted away and lost

I can feel the blood in my heard when I cough



Even after you went away I still thought of you

But after this there is nothing left to feel

The skin upon my heart begins to peel

Why did this happen I do not know

But id rather never know, you've fallen so damn low

Im hurt that you've become whatever you are now

My image of you burns away

My throat burns from what I could say

But all I can say now is "What has become of you?"

Im gonna move on, forget the past

Ill never look back upon your face

The face I loved, the face I felt betrayed by

Dont call my name and say the words of a lie

I am done with you

Im gonna continue down my road, thats exactly what ill do...


Author's Notes/Comments: 

Good bye Kristina, and good luck YOU WILL NEED IT. From this day forward im never gonna write another song or poem about you EVER.

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