So many things I could say
But I held them all in to this day
Look now, im writing about you again
If only you knew you were my zen
Memories of you come when I listen to songs
I start hopeing I wont miss you for long
I think about you and how you are doing
Wondering if you pain is still brewing
But I beleive you will be ok
And I will see you again someday
I really hope you stay in touch
Because I love you so damn much
If not for you id never be able to write
Id never even begin to fight
But once I heard those words, it was all shutdown
Everything twisted within a feint sound
Your pregnant, and it feels like you died
The part of my heart that was yours faded inside
It seems im a wandering soul, twisted away and lost
I can feel the blood in my heard when I cough
Even after you went away I still thought of you
But after this there is nothing left to feel
The skin upon my heart begins to peel
Why did this happen I do not know
But id rather never know, you've fallen so damn low
Im hurt that you've become whatever you are now
My image of you burns away
My throat burns from what I could say
But all I can say now is "What has become of you?"
Im gonna move on, forget the past
Ill never look back upon your face
The face I loved, the face I felt betrayed by
Dont call my name and say the words of a lie
I am done with you
Im gonna continue down my road, thats exactly what ill do...