Im so afraid of these nights
When I feel down and pushed away
I dont understand any of this
The feeling wont go away, no matter how much I pray
This night was diffrent
I wasn't by myself
But inside my world crumbled
In this building I stumbled
Everyone around me danced and had fun
But to me there is no sun
I became tired eyed and sleepy
Within myself the night became dreary
One girl whom I wanted to see
But never came to realize inside of me
How much love and hurt id feel
I felt the skin of my heart peel
My head was screaming for a tylenol
I opened up the bottle and I ate them all
During that night I nearly cried
I layed on my bed
Wishing to die...