If I could id sleep within a perfect dream
Id never wake up to all ive seen
Id get lost within my thoughts
Instead of remembering all ive fought
Im tired of running, I cant go on
Wish I was dead, wish I was gone
I hate my heart inside of me
Blood and tears are all I see
I walk down a lonely path of pain and regret
Knowing where i leads, my road is set
On the path is a demon, come for my life
With a smirk he gave me a knife
For so long I wished to feel love
But im only hated and spit at from above
Clouds surround me and rain down
My whole life I live behind a mask of a clown
The demon taunts me, it never ends
He will go away, it just depends
I need someone, anyone beside me
So I can forever pay my fee
Im devasted, cut up and bleeding
My whole life "Who am I?", does my life have meaning?
This is not the happy days I forseen in the past
But a demonic ending that has come at last