Take it apart, put it back together
Cut it up, smother it down forever
Push it back, and keep it away
All i try, and it still stays
Ill keep trying...
...but my heart refuses to change
No matter the amount of the rain
Im bound here
Bright fear
I stay the same
and, Again, another wave came
Wash me clean, i beg of you
Pulled to the undertow is what it'll do
My heart refuses to change
So i just endure this pain
Drowning in a wake of these moments
My happiness remains dormant
Ill seek relief, but find despair
Breathe in the dust and smoke in the air
This pain, allow me to dispatch
And lend me the love that i will patch
My heart refuses to change
Still I remain in a cage
And i still feel the need to hang on
Cause it just feels so wrong