My tears stain red, my heart swears in vain
Slashes on my flesh to let blood dry my pain
I walk this earth unwilling, just breathing day by day
Yet suffocating with the torture of my foolish living stay
Forgive this young girl father, forgive my deadly being
Forgive my walks during cold nights, forgive me needing
Needing but attention, I long to get yet ignore
Scented flowers offer hugs, but all I give is gore
At times I seem amused, but what?s the actual word
I call it fake and gory, the words that slain me cursed
Is this really who I am, or a phase that fell upon me?
Is this whom I?m need to stay, or my soul calling for mercy?