I wanna melt
I wanna burn
Guess it would be easier to die.
I wanna forget
I wanna be done
Guess I wanna bury you outta my life.
When I take steps forward
I end up going back
Until I'm right where I started from
Yet again.
I thought it was over
But it never seems to be complete.
I have become your mess
And I can't figure out how to be cleaned up.
I have become exhausted
Of crying tears and pushing back emotions.
I don't wanna feel anymore.
I wish I didn't have a heart
That feel in love so deeply,
I wish I had a soul
That didn't trust so easily.
Now it's one minute it's you
And the next, now him.
My mind isn't clear
My heart is still broken
I'm afraid to let go even though
I'm holding on to nothing.
I guess I'm living in the mind of a psycho.
Wow! Excellent way to capture it. I often refer to myself as crazy. Its always nice to know you're not alone. I can't emphacize how much I can relate to some of those lines. Thank you for the critique on my poem as well.