Torn down and ripped apart
All these thoughs I think
I keep in my heart
I ovethink it all
I forgive but dwell
That probably the reason
I continue to face betrayal
What to do when my heads going to exsplode
I continue to hide it
I'm good at not letting pain show
But how do I stop this build-up of a bomb
I cry at night or
I write a poem or song
I've always something on my mind
But I never know how to say it
even if I play it out a million times
When I do say what I think
i start talking to much
then feel like im annoying others
so I stop and blink
So out of all this random something to say
you ask what I'm thinking today
I'm thinking its been a crazy day.