Shut Down

I can feel the sharp blade 

Inside my chest, it's burrowed

Slowly digging, pain is lingering

but no blood flowed.

 

How ironic it is

The dagger just came in unexpectedly

I was not prepared

I left my shield incidentally.

 

One moment there was light

with the dancing bright skies.

Then came in the weapon stinging

and darkened the surroundings.

 

You have killed the fireflies flying

You have taken all their wings

And their lights slowly faded away

Darkening my way again.

 

You have killed the child daydeaming

you have killed the hopes and the dreams

You have taken away her fantasy

You have stolen her happy memory.

 

That was my power

but you've sucked it away

Now, I feel weak

Trying so hard but I am restarting.

 

I am currently rebooting from that abrupt killing

I hope all my data is intact 

I hope nothing is missing

So I can keep on functioning.

 

 

 

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running_with_rabbits's picture

oh man this bit really

oh man this bit really creates such sorrow

 

"You have killed the fireflies flying

You have taken all their wings

And their lights slowly faded away"


Much Love

Ashley

Kikaykit's picture

Hey Ash...that's not me

Hey Ash...that's not me talking....:) twas the moment when you felt crushed...when you feel rejection...:)) cant even remember how it felt.maybe this documents that moment..:)


Kiks

running_with_rabbits's picture

:) still its bang on

:) still its bang on


Much Love

Ashley