They told me,
A heart that is broken
Is one that has known love
But mine has never know love
Yet it was smashed to pieces....
Then they went on and said
Bodies that know longing
Those have felt the touch of a man
I felt the touch of a man
I scrub a little harder when i shower
Try to rub this disgusting prints off me
I wont listen to them
Not any more
Their words are biased
Or maybe they don't know
All i know is they were wrong!
It took me being bitten twice
To be shy to believe them!
"trapped emotions"
I listened to anyone who would talk to me
about anything of interest to me about everything
I did not know which was quite a lot when I
was one to seventeen.
.
I look back and hear the words so clearly
that I almost believe in them again. Sincerity
is no substitute for that which makes movement
forward the possibility.
.
I learned to listen more carefully when those
who talk to me say what I should do. Advisory
conversatins are to be avoided with strangers
and with most people you acutally
trust.
.
Stella L. Crews
08-21-17
1157a
they always have something to
they always have something to say
something read, something heard
somethinmg not based on fact
but something you must blindly believe
cause they must say something
they say anything
anything that keeps them in the illusion
anything that feeds what they want to hear
i chose to listen to nothing
of everything they say
that stands not in truth
i choose to hear nothing