If i were to look at myself from the outside. I would see a young tall man. Distant in every way, and yet somehow always seems to have a spark. In every hopeful wish and moment. That hope that i had found heaven the glimmer in my eye sparks forth and i suddenly dont seem so distant. It now occurs to me that ive found it many times. Every time i find it just then i can hold onto it and after it just fades away. All my happy moments from the "i loves you's" to the just being able to be happy because i accomplished something. Every hug, every tear,and every kiss. just those moments ive found what i was looking for. Thank you. all of you. for the smiles. the fun. and the sadness. Yes even in sadness there was a heaven. It was the kind of sadness that made u feel good inside. When i said all of you i ment everybody whos been in my life. thanx for being there even if i never said hi. if we never really met but just past glances. thank u. The rest of you...Matt, Jenn,ashley,kimmy,sindi,karli,carter,courtney and the many many more but i dont have a lifetime to just write this one entry. Thank you so much for being there.
Just copy and paste or click on it and read the poem, it explains things I guess. http://www.postpoems.com/cgi-bin/displaypoem.cgi?pid=510958
yes i kno its not a poem hehe. but this rele describes you, as a person, which i likc because you seem just so honest in this piece. my idea?> keep writing more of these entry things. like do one once a week or something and date them. this is good...so ya...thats it hehe. ttyl ~m