trying as hard as I can remember
but you seem to slip by my fingers
even how your voice land in my ears
or how you breathe, blink, smile and walk
i can never tell how far you've been
you have the same look in your eyes
same spark but with a certain look
that tells me that you're gone
you are not you anymore
the person who walked with me
that smiles with tears in her eyes,
who blinks her fears back
and breathes slowly, peacefully in their sleep
in my arms, and that one sunshine
that would never be the same as
the day we've left each other behind
you're not you and i am not me
we've moved, faster and away from each other
but it was indeed a treasure
that one moment i knew how precious someone could be.