Pain and sorrow fill my heart
it has been so long and yet still the same.
I feel you around me all the time,
Are you here to protect me?
What am I doing with my life,
I ask myself as a kneel at your grave and cry.
Am I showing those I love
how much they mean to me?
Am I doing the right things in life?
If I had one more day to live
what would I do with that day.
Would I use it wisely?
As I kneel at your grave and cry
I pray that god will come to my aid,
and help me know what to do...