When i told yew i loved yew i nvr lied
when i said it was done, i almost cried,
but to follow yew tuh hell, chill i rather die
because i got way too much, way deep inside
my heart will nvr feather, nvr be the same
but because you'll never change, its you i have to blame
u claim to want the best for me, but ur fuckin wit my destiny
times get any tougher,youll spend the rest of me
but im not down to be spent
your a little too hell bent
i used to fuck a god, huh
now your filled with sin
what is this? tears, lies, and pain
wipe the cheap excuses down the drain
whose the one that you trusted
when you got hard, who the one that you fucked wit
whose the one that you lived for
if niqqas were to come, who would shoot the four-four
i mad because im still that ride or die bitch
even if im miles away, im still ridin your shit
i left because i needed to
if you were me, you would do the same shit too
"college is for suckers, loose mouth busters"
but im the same college girl you wanted to make a mother
when i come home
i just want you to see
im not that young and naive
easy to believe
hurt and down
stuck in the ground
wifey with out the ring
go to the jail, money i would bring
niqqa i even helped you sling
when i come home
i just want you to see
im not that girl
im not that girl
im not that girl
that i used to be
*for all the girls who try to move on, and find a better life, this is for us*