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I've always been prepared for love,
that's why i use to settle for less cuz 
i always had a spare for love, 
but now that this is happening and
I'm losing all my senses 
I'm back to being brainless 
and restless 
but my heart still beats, 
cuz Ive always been prepared for love, 
but i don't think its been prepared for me

I've always had the time for love
that's why when there was a glitch of the clock stuck
i was ready to spend all my life 
fighting for love
but now that I'm out
the little hand is on 12
and the big hand is on me
I'm looking for some blast to the past
because I'm unsure if this will last
I'm unsure if i can follow through
guess that's what love will do... 

seems like every sad song 
every last song
every throwback song
i can relate to that song
i can tell you some tips on that song
i can help you avoid that song
but then I'm still stuck in my song
song of longing and awaiting 
being prepared is what i think but then 
why am i sinking
and whose driving my heart
seems i lost my driver
and somehow i became the passenger
i hope we don't crash
i need us not to crash
i want us not to crash
I'm not sure i have any more air bags

is this love
i mean this feelings is so abnormal
i thought i was prepared
i mean i didn't know id be this scared
nervous not just for me
but for you too
i didn't know love involved me not thinking of me first
shit I'm selfish, let me stop being so polite
why do i respond
why when you hurt i cry
why when we fuck i cum first
why when we lay I'm safely sleep
why when your hungry i cook
i mean wheres that manual
seems i have lost the book

I'm not myself
this is not what i signed up for
like id die if you walked out that door
saying your never to return
but i thought i was prepared for love
when i think on it
I'm prepared to be unprepared for love

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