Lying in the darkness
My pen will find
The whiteness of the paper
With my eyes closed.
These black scribbles
Are meaningless nothings
That fill the silence of the page
With beautiful noise
A head so cloudy
Overfilled with hopes
And the worries of last night
With more to come tomorrow
Lying in plumes
Of grey smoke that float
Up to my ceiling. Like clouds
With less tears to rain
These black thoughts
Are meaningful everythings
That fill the noisiness of my mind
With beautiful distractions
A mind so heavy
Way too full with worries
And more and more that just keep on
Coming and coming. My
Heart wants to know
When it will all just
Stop.