As I Look at Myself in the mirror I wonder why are you still here.
Blinking my eyes sitting down thinking that it was nothing but fear.
You have been in my life for so long & I don't want you near.
The thoughts you brought are many I never want to remember.
How I feel Inside like a cold december, maybe if leaves didn't fall november.
What I envisioned wasn't you
Now it's clear what I need to do
Tears they flow so heavy
My years get more weary
See you took over my heart
Mind in a wreak soul torn apart.
Can you leave exit.
Sometimes I wish you were a number I could text it
How about put it in a letter address it
Can you become a button so I could press it
I can't stand you, but you teached me a valid lesson.
If I let you go unlock the key
I will not only be a better me
I will become more at peace.
I will have the strength to release every single thing that is binding me.
Courage will lead my way
On to a new start & it begings today.
Now I will understand why from a child I never got the chance to say.
Goodbye Pain goodbye hurt it's time for me to get to work.
Taking my life back & i'm never going to say goodbye.