As the night falls I sit patiently staring at the ground
Watching the ball bounce all around
Nothing but silence into the night
As I sit and watch the ball roll out of sight
Nothing but constant thoughts running through my head
So many things that I wish I would have said
Why must I feel so torn between
Thoughts of the past and what I've seen
I no longer know who I really am
Or who I'm going to turn out to be
I just wish everyone would understand I can only be me
I feel like this little girl
Hiding behind this mask
Asking for acceptance
Is that too much to ask
Theres times I feel so numb
Like no one really cares
I try so hard to be myself
But all I get are stares
What have I done wrong in life
To get such horrid glares
I'm sorry I can't be who you want me to be
All I know is who I am
I just wish people acted like they cared
I wish they would give a damn
But who am I kidding to think that this would come true
People are so cruel in this world
There's only one thing left to do
Give up on the people who I thought loved me so
Get up off this ground
Get in my car and go
Drive to where ever life takes me
Away from this little bitty town
Maybe one day people will love me for who I truly am
Instead of putting me down
There's one thing a person should remember
When judging a person by their looks
Never look at the cover
Always open the book
A person is much more than a toy
If you care to understand them
You must learn to take the time to read the story
"...Torn between thoughts of
"...Torn between thoughts of the past and what I've seen..." - a superlative line ~~Lady A~~
Thank you :)
Thank you :)