life began...
when i left you
i can never even
think of
coming back to that
place of
pure torture
that morbidity of
unrelenting pain that
you made apparent everyday
within my heart
its been too long
(working on me now)
getting away from the
likes of
(you....)
in the midst of your
grasp
i was part of the
walking dead
ceasing to exist
completely
yet still you want me
claiming
changed ways
changed mind
changed (heart)?
seriously
unbelievable to me
knowing the impossibility of it all
leave me be with my
finally achieved
peace of
mind
going backwards is NOT
an option
the pretty, materialistic
benefits
that you halfheartedly offer to me
has no appeal
i rather have absolutely
....nothing
if i remain
without you
my life began
without you
because i have me
(again)...