life begins...

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Feelings...

life began...

             when i left you

i can never even

               think of

coming back to that

place of

        pure torture

that morbidity of

unrelenting pain that

you made apparent everyday

within my heart

its been too long

                 (working on me now)

getting away from the

likes of

                (you....)

in the midst of your

grasp

i was part of the

                  walking dead

ceasing to exist

                               completely

yet still you want me

claiming

         changed ways

         changed mind

         changed (heart)?



seriously

         unbelievable to me

knowing the impossibility of it all

leave me be with my

finally achieved

                 peace of

                         mind

going backwards is NOT

an option

the pretty, materialistic

benefits  

        that you halfheartedly offer to me

has no appeal

i rather have absolutely

                      ....nothing

if i remain

           without you





      my life began

without you

           because i have me

  

                                        (again)...

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