my heart cries
for something a little more
real
it cries for something
that
isnt just temporary
and
i ignore it
because well...
quite frankly
..........im tired
my tears have dried up
on my face
and
i refuse to cry yet another day
about the things that
i can not change
and
i will not take another pain medication
for what has happened
or hasnt
my heart needs to understand
that its time
to wipe it away
and
move on
(it wont listen to me)
stubborn
unrelentless
ridiculously overcome with
madness
my heart still cries
out for the love and affection
that it lacks
while i ....
live without
it has to get used to it
it has to realize that certain things
just dont exist
for me
my heart will never find peace
until i do
(so...)
it cries
it cries for something a little bit more
a little bit real
while i refuse to