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my so-called family
Folder:
Feelings... forgotten
no one knows what i've been through
what ive had to deal with
on my own
surviving barely with no help
no concern
(what did i do to you)?
education remained important
offspring
healthy
happy
but
none of that matters to you
my black clothes concern you
tattoos are unappealing
beliefs are different
but
im a real person inside
with
feelings
cares
concerns
talent
and because i dont live my life
according to your plan
theres something wrong with me
im the black sheep
i get that
but
doesnt the black sheep need love too?
not in your book
im
forgotten
shucked to the side
worries of drugs
alcohol
promiscuity
illegalities
rule your mind
when those things were a part of life
you had no idea
you had no worries
you had no concern
time has been wasted
time has passed where things should have happened already
for me
but how ...
without any support from you
your religious cult of choice would shun you if they knew
(if only they knew)
how youve treated me
how you treat me
uncalled for
unbelievable hatred for myself because of you
cause im constantly reminded
of how much im not wanted
uncared for
disregard of
disgusted by
me....
what did i do to you?
what did i do?
forgotten
i
am
by you
and
thats a good thing
cause when im gone
you wont remember who i am anyway .....
