I'm an asshole......
that's all I can say
I should have known that you would
turn out like the rest
using me
for I dont even know what
we could have cut straight
to the chase
if you were just
honest
true
told me what you wanted from the getgo
but
I can't blame this on you
I'm the asshole
it wasnt enough that you
held me so sweet
in your arms
like I was a special piece of treasure
as we
laid together
after weeks....
months
of pure
intellectual
emotional
physical pleasure
it was just a waste of time
getting to know me
getting to know what I was about
when you could have just gotten to know my insides
then disappear
at least I would have been prepared
but then again
its not your fault
I am an asshole
for believing that things happen for a reason
that it was fate
that destiny had brought you to me
that love was a possible
entity
for me
it was all bullshit
and I am just an asshole for believing it.....
so dont feel bad
dont feel like you owe me anything
dont feel ....
cause I should have seen it coming
but I didnt cause...well...
I have an asshole for a face
I totally full-on LOVE this poem!
But in my opinion you SHOULDN'T blame yourself for someone else's disrespectful and downright nasty behaviour (I don't know the circumstances or people involved, but the behaviour of this other person sounds to me anyway to be disrespectful and nasty, at least from how it was described in your poem).
Great piece of work,
Take care,
Alisha (now I'M an asshole at times, but I know another poet who resides here on PostPoems who is even MORE of one! Won't go into that right now tho, I don't want to be disrespectful myself by mentioning him!) x