it is taking every fiber in my being not to
and it gets harder everyday
seeing your face
hearing your voice
entrancing me with every
non-touch
from miles away
even though you may not mean to
even though you may not want to
you touch me
attraction
so much more than physical
though it is
so
physical
in your every effort not to be
sexy
charming
sweet
smart
funny
and I can go on for days
there-in lies the problem
there-in lies the issue
with you
and me
you feel it too
afraid to admit but you
make a point to imply every chance you get
at least
I think you do
I know I get a little crazy about you
sometimes
but I still do
hang on to your every word
save your every message
listen to the very voice that sends me
places that my
imagination
is jealous of
if you get my drift
every fiber in my being
is trying NOT to like you
but I do
I really, really do
and that is my dilemma
since I know that
I can't
I shouldn't
and I wont
ever have you
but my heart has a mind of its own