no matter what I do
you will never know how much I feel for you
I have succeeded in pushing you away
when all I wanted was for you to stay
in my arms, here with me
making me feel safe, making me feel free
but I was scared to tell you the truth
to tell you how much I really loved you
and I was in an awful situation
that you just needed to be patient
but you found out the truth in the wrong way
and now I pine for you each and every day
yet another failure in my life
this pain cuts my heart like a knife
because we were good together
I wont forgive myself for this, ever
I lost a good thing in you
your heart was pure, your heart was true
for this I am truly sorry
I hope that you can forgive me
but that's just how my life is
I am forever taking hard hits
on my heart and it's all my fault
that I will never have you in my arms again,
only in my heart...