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Morbid Thoughts Flowing I am one with sadness
smiles will never touch this face
I wonder what will become of me
when I finally leave this place
I hear voices of terror
calling my name
I see my death before me
things will never be the same
I want to be one with the earth
maybe I will finally be happy
I pretend to like this life
and everything around me
I feel like I don't belong
and no one really cares
I touch the dirt on the ground
where I've buried my fears
I worry that I'll never get to the
point of no return
I cry all day and night
my tears make my eyes burn
I understand that this life is not for me
I don't expect things to go my way
I say to myself
maybe my hurt and pain will eventually go away
I dream of the day when the put
me in the ground
I try not to think about it too much
I don't make a sound
I hope when I'm reincarnated
I come back as a fly
not a worry, not a care in the world
just me, myself and
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I love this line: "I worry that I'll never get to the
point of no return" ...fantastic use of words!
I like the title of this & the end me myself & I thatz how i feel
karma and reincarnation are the only reassurances i'll have to this life's end. i know the feeling, no scars on the outside. i experiment with pain myself, subjected to situations outside of the norm only to say that i've been there and done that. i'm no believer in God having a hand in this world, nor is it my right to attack someone's support structure, as much as i love to debate. if anything, i'm a part of that 37% that will standby laughing at the debunking of His existance. it's so easy to look into history and see the origins of religion. we're too advanced in our times to rely on such a division as religion. if only more peopel saw this life for what it's worth rather than kissing ass to have it good in Heaven - the focus is all wrong. enough of my opinion, feel free to wipe this comment. i liked your poem and that is that. take care
Little Leprechaun