i don't care about
this shit anymore
life and all it's worth
there has to be something more
my mind is going in circles
not knowing when to stop
maybe i'll fall down soon
instead of spinning like a top
i don't understand what i'm
supossed to do here
i want to stop crying
i want to control my fears
but it's taking over me
and i'm thinking negative
i want to close my eyes
slip away, take a sedative
i don't want to be here
i am tired of this damn life
all it does is give you nothing
but stress and strife
maybe things will get better
but i don't think it will
i barely survive on thoughts
of happiness and still
i cry because i hurt so much
wondering if the pain will ever cease
i don't know if i can live this life
anymore, i just want to die in peace...