i watch you
you are graceful in everything you do
nonchalant
yet strong in your convictions
you know what you want
and you get it
experience makes you an expert
in life
and love
i watch you
as you do three thousand things at once
without batting an eyelash
and a smile
your feminity
love for your family shows
and grows each day
i watch you
and cry to myself
i want to be like you
though i can only be me
i want to make you proud of me
make your face light up as you say my name
make you talk freely of things that make you happy
things that i did
things that i said
i watch you
and wonder
if the day will finally come
for me to be the strong black woman
in your eyes
to your surprise
to make your heart rejoice
to walk hand in hand with you
on the road of happiness
with my head held as high as yours