feeling around my insides
trying to see why
I feel the way
I do
cold
clammy
inside of me
my heart is in pieces
feeling each piece
of my heart
each piece
different
distinctive
in its own right
feeling around my insides
my head is full
of memories
promises of what could have
been
should have been
feeling for any type of
emotions
they are not able to be
felt
there is
too much pain
making all my emotions
run away
float
away
pieces of my heart
pound with pressure
wanting nothing more than to
be mended
feeling around my insides
one last time
I feel nothing
because
there is nothing left